Right, I’m feeling very ill. It started late last night and I couldn’t sleep. I was in pain everywhere and I couldn’t breath properly, so I couldn’t get any rest. I don’t know where I would have got it from, because no one I saw was ill. I think maybe someone on the bus might have given me something. Anyway, I don’t know if it’s the flu or just a bad cold. I called the doctor’s today and they asked me to describe my symptoms. When I did they told me not to go in but to monitor my condition. If it turns out to be the flu they said they would issue some medicine that a flu buddy can pick up for me. So I’m monitoring.
Now many of you might be asking themselves why I’m telling you all of this. If you are then you clearly don’t understand the concept of a blog and I think you should leave now, we will not have dim people around here. Also, it would mean you are a newbie to this particular blog and do not know that I kind of like to moan on it. I keep saying I will stop moaning but then I do it anyway. That’s kind of a dance I have with myself. Everyday, I tell myself that this is the last moany post. However, usually very quickly, a few days at best, I find myself moaning again. It’s like I’ve concentrated the process of new year’s resolutions and their inevitable breaking over a few days and then decided to repeat it ad nauseam.
Anyway, so far my symptoms seem to be consistent with a bad cold or a mild flu. I clearly need more observation. The problem is that I need to go to university tomorrow. There are a series of events that I need to go to. I need to for many reasons. Mainly because I’m really interested in them. I know that this sounds silly, but it’s a good enough reason to brave going out, I think, unless I’m literally unable to move. Another very important reason is that I’ve missed a couple of similar and important events, and I really need to be seen around the department. I feel like I’ve fallen behind and I need to show my face more often.
Anyway, I was telling you all of this in order to apologise for a short post, but it ended up being a decent size. It’s nice when these things work out. I really hate writing short posts. Every time it makes me feel like I’m a little bit of a slacker. I know I’m a lazy bum, but I feel that this blog really helps me keep my mind working, especially when I’m unable to work on my thesis. So whenever I write a short post I feel really bad. The only time I feel okay about it, and that hasn’t happened in a while or possibly yet, is when I can’t write a long post because I’m working so hard. I need one of those days very soon. I have a deadline in a bit over a week. Anyway, that’s enough semi-feverish ramblings from me. See you all tomorrow if I’m still alive.